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Go and download an amazing Brokeback Mountain vid by [info]dkwilliams HERE.

And when I say amazing, I mean amazing:-)

BTW, we're going to Manifa (a feminist manifestation) on Sunday (noon) and THEN, maybe, to see Brokeback at the theater - finally.

For all Snarry fans, there is a new very good fic by [info]ac1d6urn and [info]sinick HERE. The title is Commonplace Magic and one can say it's an AU to the wonderful but still WIP Price of Magic.
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[info]pen_and_umbra and her Conduits of Sorcery
[info]pen_and_umbra's Conduits of Sorcery: again I do wonder how it was possible that I missed it (you know how I love fics of novel-length). Adult Harry returns to Hogwarts as a Triwizard Tournament organiser, sees Snape again and... you know the alchemy:-) Only it isn't all that simple, because one Lucius Malfoy simply refuses to die and leave Severus and Harry alone. And Severus has issues. It's really well written and actually has plot apart from the romance (which is rare). I like this mature!Harry and ambivalent (tender yet broken and harsh)! Severus. Wonderful read.
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[info]tryfanstone's Humour, Melancholia and Consanguinity, the best post-HBP Snarry I have read so far (alright, this and [info]caligryphy's Fourth Year). The first part, Humour, had truly amazing portrayal of Harry's and Draco's feelings showed both from the outside (all the little gestures!) and from the inside, but still with distance (like here: Hate caresses the chambers of Harry's heart). The ending left me really scared, though. The second part, Melancholia, scared me even more and I couldn't really decide whether all this was a very promising beginning of the relationship or of the turn of events I would most certainly not like. The feelings conveyed made me keep reading. And, ah, Consanguinity, made it really worth it. This is the type of narration I love most, showing you the outside so that you, together with all the narrators that are NOT Harry or Snape, can start making sense, reading all the little gestures, grimaces, confusing words to reach to what is hidden beneath. And, god, there is so much hidden beneath.
I loved all the narrators. Jonathan was such a good friend. Kate's perspective gave as even more distance but it was wonderful to see her start caring, too. Paul was such a surprise, both for Severus and for the reader. And the scene in the Potions lab...
Thank you, [info]tryfanstone, thank you SO MUCH!.

Oh damn. There is more. More of wonderfully written fan fiction on this site. On Wednesday is short yet intense, with Harry suffering from amnesia/postwar shock/having been obliviated and Severus coming after him. I don't think I will ever look at my coffee the same way.

OH MY GOD.

Sorry, but I'm writing this almost while reading and I have just read Apricot Dreaming and actually started crying. Before you start: I don't really cry often when reading fan fiction. And I can't remember the last time I cried because of the sheer beauty of... words. And, again the distance, the narration moving from describing Snape as a species and Snape as a... lover. I can't really say anything more.

On the Naming of Names, again, how do I say it, do you know this feeling when you suddenly read something and you just know: this is it, this is right, this is made for me? This is the feeling. I love everything about this style. Everything. Prague's description is amazing, I feel like I'm standing on Charles Bridge at the moment.
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A list of Severus/Harry fics featuring Occlumency version 1.0 for [info]painless_j
I thought I would start working on compiling such a list since Occlumency is one of my favorite themes and since [info]painless_j doesn't have time at the moment : it's for you, dear. Please spread the word and give me more fics and LJ names of the authors:)

### - fan fiction particularly recommended by yours truly

ON TO THE LIST )

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I'm not being original with my recs, every Snarry fan is reading the same things these days:-) It's Cambiare Podentes posted by [info]jordangrant this time.

It's another of Snape-and-Harry-hating-each-other-but-being-forced-to-bond-extremely-realistic-if-not-naturalistic-at-times fics that I love so much. EXTREMELY long. Maybe not as long as [info]wikdsushi's Civil War series, but it's close. Especially if you count the novel to come. Actually, it's quite interesting: this seems to be the only Snarry novel I have read with such slow a pace. Everything is taking its time to happen and it certainly makes the novel more realistic: Snape and Harry start very antagonistically (for me this Snape was really canon and I didn't find his behavior exaggerated) but they DO change; the slow tempo may be a bit tiresome at times, though.

What now? I'm looking forward to the continuation. Unlike [info]maramara1, I didn't find the ending disappointing, everything progressed as planned and I can't wait to see how Severus is going to deal with Harry's trauma. When he finds out, of course.

Go read it. But be warned, it took me two days and a half. Reading about 12 hours a day;-)
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I'm hopelessly behind with Merry Smutmas because of the paper on digital literacy I'm STILL writing, and I'm even more hopelessly behind with the damn paper because of all the slash I'm trying to read:-)

But.

I managed to find time to read [info]caligryphy's The Fourth Year, which is a very long, extremely funny and even more heart-breaking (not to mention post-HBP an dealing with it well) Snarry novel. What we get here is Snape living with Auror!Harry's custody: no wand, no magic, house arrest, doing house elf chores (not because Harry makes him, just because Severus is as he is). We have initial dislike, getting used to living together, becoming a sort of friends and, well. Yeah. Go and read it. It's amazing.

Another rec is an art one. I've finally managed to find an author of three more pics from my "lost artist art" list. Meet Egyptian Mau, who draws one of the best Snape you can find:-) I can't really speak of lines/shadowing and all this artistic jargon I know nothing about, so I'll just tell you I love her strong, clear lines and Snape's nose.
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Atrata's In Between Days... What can I say. Cord, thank you for recommending. It was one of the best Snarry I have ever (ever ever ever ever) read. At the end I was like "FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, You've got to be kidding me, NO, NO, NO, and again NO" and then it was one big "WOW". She didn't spoil it! She didn't spoil this Snape! And Harry was kind of growing on me even though I couldn't stand him at the beginning...

Whoah. That wasn't just orgasm. I don't think I can describe it.

Really. One of the best. Aaaah.
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Dementor Delta's Dumbledore's Folly. Why didn't ANYONE tell me about this fic? It's [info]auctasinistra's Beech Hall and Diana William's The Courtship of Harry Potter and everything else that is exclusively Dementor Delta's. Long, hot, extremely interesting and with one of the most amazing Snapes I have ever read. I think I'm going to go through all her fics again...
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Just like the previous one, I got it from Cordelia.
So Lonely Without Me by Caligryphy, Severus/Harry. It's another war-time-locked-in-one-room type, but really enjoyable and, yes, very long. I like the dialogue which is probably the strongest point of this piece. And the way they deal with Voldemort:) Check it out.
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If you haven't read Kai's A Necessary Evil yet, do it NOW. It's one of the most amazing Snarry fics I've had a pleasure to read. Long, so emotional that it's choking you (exactly because all the emotions are hidden so well behind the veil of words and deeds), with great characterisation. Don't let yourself be discouraged because the warning says it's Albus Dumbledore's MPREG. It's not about Albus, and this pregnancy makes sense. Go and read it.
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I found two new marvelous fics this week. I'm going to stick to the authors and not let them go until they finish both series! No, I'm not letting go even then, the greedy bitch I am:)

The first masterpiece is [info]alchemia's and [info]bugland's Bittersweet Potion Series. It's the best. I mean it. It can be only compared to Telanu and Cybele when it comes to the place it has taken in my heart. The pattern is well-known - Harry changes into some animal (a cat), becomes Snape's familiar, slowly breaks through all his barriers and... the fun starts when Snape realizes who his cat (The Grim Specter of Death, as he calls him) truly is. In every other fanfic of this kind this means the end of the story - of course, Snape is mad, of course, he feels betrayed, but then he realizes he can no longer live without Harry and they go to bed and live happily ever after. But here discovering Harry's identity is just a beginning - we got lots of UST, lots of angst, a very complex world of magic, lots of new Curses, training, lusting, fighting with one's demon's... I don't know how this is going to end. But I love this story to death.

The second one is [info]vain_chan's J. Alfred Prufrock Arc. Another looong story. What we get here is a truly amazing portrayal of Snape in all his obsessive glory - "I love Harry, he's just a child, I can't have him, I hate him, I want him dead" - somehow it seems to be a perfectly reasonable interpretation, but also a very rare one. Harry... is a child here. Playing with fire, not really knowing what the consequences might be. He is broken and miserable but this is the despair of the child, he has yet to grow up and I really do hope he will manage to find enough maturity to deal both with his being childish and Snape's traumas. What is amazing is also the portrayal of the Malfoys - Lucius that has gone mad after being imprisoned in Azkaban, Draco, who is suddenly forced to find the way of his own and who is failing miserably so far and, above all, Narcissa - who the first woman in all slash fanfiction I have ever adored. The scene with her coming to Voldemort in her husband's stead is simply breathtaking. And the letter she wrote to her son... Amazing. Moooorrreeeeeee.
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I've just finished reading Rosemary's "The Hunted Enchanter" - another very good piece of fiction, Snarry based on Nabokov's "Lolita". I don't know this book in English so it is a bit difficult for me to say how much this style resembles "the source" - as far as I remember it's really close - but it's good. It's really good.

"Ha-ree-Po-ta: the flat of the tongue plotting four flips down the palate to land, at last, on the lips. Ha. Ree. Po. Ta."

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Aucta Sinistra's "Relations".

Now you have it. You've made me cry for the second time today.

This fanfic is so heart-wrenching in the way it's slowly developing, revealing more and more of complex feelings on both sides, AND I JUST LOVE THIS SNAPE, oh God...

And I love the ending - nothing's defined, all the potential still there, you're left sated and apprehensive at the same time.

Oh.

More.

I need to read Quid Pro Quo again.

Quote from Snape:

"I live in darkness. You were a light. Light hurts when you're accustomed to the dark. It isn't the fault of the light."
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Aucta Sinistra is now officially on my list of the best Snarry writers of our times. I just finished "Cell Biology" and again I'm in awe for her characterization of our heroes. And all their little misunderstandings - they are both so similar in their insecurity that it makes the reader completely helpless...

I'm helpless.

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Oh my. I loved this fic. It's Aucta Sinistra's Beech Hall - one of the best things I've ever read. Now I'm positive that the quality that draws me most is lots of UST with nice long shag in the end. Sanity is overrated:)

Wonderful angsty reluctant lying to himself running away from truth with his control breaking Snape and heart breaking adult tortured with uncertainty Harry. I want moooooooore.

Some quotes:

"This time the sound of the door's closing was followed by a muttered curse and the shatter of delicate glass as Snape flung his wine goblet into the fire. The flames spat and crackled. Snape lowered his forehead onto his palms. After a long moment, he said softly, "I don't. I don't hate you.""

"His leg ached and his head ached and his stomach ached and something else in there ached, something he refused to admit might be his heart. He started up the stairs."

"The jumble of emotion in Snape's stomach resolved itself into fear. I have to get out of here before it's too late. Before I say or do something..."

"You are lost, Snape. Lost."

"Two hours later, a freshly showered Boy Who Lived and evil potions master descended the stairs as demurely as if they'd spent the night studying ancient celibacy spells."
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Love Princess Bride, LOTR, Star Wars, Pirates of the Caribbean, and, above all, Harry Potter? "As You Wish" is a fanfic for you!!! I love and and can't wait for more parts!!!

And, just to make it even better, go here: http://www.luckystarscattery.com/Potter.swf

ROTFL!!!!

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We got a web camera and now I can talk with [info]_inbetween_ and she can see me! I want her to get web cam, too! I want to see her!

[info]mac_lynn, you HAVE to get it, too. Think of the possibilities:)

And as for my HP mania:

I just finished reading "Homecoming" - it's a nice fic, but nothing special. I mean, the idea is good but the fanfic itself... If the author had tried to use some more complex structures and pay more attention to description, it could be perfect, really...

The same thing applies to Dragonlight's "The Paradox of Existence" - the idea with Harry coming back in time and teaching younger Severus is good, but the realization.... Maybe in the new, rewritten version... Don't get me wrong, it's not that I didn't like it, I was just surprised because I know this author is capable of marvelous writing, and this one is just... The style is totally different to "To Dream These Dreams" series and it just doesn't work that way. At least for me.
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Relishing these short moments of being alone between one party evening and another.

We were very "gay" and very "camp" last night, watched "Priscilla Queen of the Desert" and "Crying Game" and fell in love with "The Boondock Saints" again. Oh, and we tried to watch "Caligula" but could take it, maybe if it was gay porn, who knows.

Anyway, I just finished reading another good Snarry, this time "In Want of a Wife" by Eledhwen. Despite the title, it's not another marriage story. Adult Harry doing a research together with Snape and slowly moving further in their relationship. Snape may be a bit too soft, but I liked him anyway. And there's nothing better than a long sex-scene after lots of UST and going in circles.

Feeling *hot*.

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I finally read Dolores Crane's "Crucius", it truly is magnificent. You may think - another story with Harry as Snape's apprentice, but no. Not in the way it's written. Not in the way they go against Voldemort. Pure poetry. And Snape is so vulnerable, yet still perfectly Snapish....

Just to give you a try:

"Harry inhaled and bit his lip and Snape wanted to be his teeth and he wanted to be his lip."

"Snape was still imprisoned at Hogwarts, still fearing that Riddle would discover his treachery or the Ministry his spy activity or, now, Malfoy or Black or Dumbledore his relationship with Harry; but in the interstices of his life there were Harry's hands, there was Harry's cock, his smile, the way he put his hand over Snape's heart when he thought Snape was asleep. Little beams of sunlight in Snape's overcast, sunless, stormless life. Ultimately futile, of course; only more items on the list of things that Dumbledore could take away from him whenever he chose, that Snape could learn to bear to lose; but, for the moment, they could be enough. "
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I'm reading my first MPREG story ever, it's Necessary Affections. Funny thins is it didn't start as MPREG, no warning, anything, I wouldn't ever get to read this if it did. Anyway - the story is good, something between Cybele's "Le Lien" and Nym's "Shattered", but.. somewhere near chap. 20 we get into MPREG - which is the silliest thing I've ever read.

Like - Harry's been to this world for 17 years and he didn't know it was anatomically possible. He just - read it in a book on wizard law. And suddenly he knew. And got scared.

Ugh. If that's not a deus ex machina, then what it? No explanation, nothing that would make the idea easier to accept. Eh.

Not that I can understand MPREG at all. I even have my doubts with all the stories with our heroes' marriage being the sole reason of existence. What attracts ME to slash is that they are MALE - why make them she-males? I know they may be female fantasy and the authors are trying to make their lives reflect their very lives, but... Someone, explain?

Why do you write/read MPREG? Why not het, then?
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